A New Chapter: My Experience of Becoming a Father
Hello again! Still there? Well, I’ve decided to give it another go and write a little more about myself and my quirks (lol, little).
Parenthood and Life: What Does That Mean?
For me, parenthood wasn’t part of my plan for a big chunk of my younger life. I later realized that this was partly because I hadn’t found the right person - someone I could trust to be the mother of my children. Having a child was something I never expected and I had no idea how much it would impact my life. I always had a vague idea of what becoming a father would be like and how hard it would be.
My daughter was born three years ago and she was such a beautiful baby. She looked like a porcelain doll with smooth skin that glowed from all the fluids still in her skin. And then the nurses brought her to me and asked if I wanted to hold her. Puff! What a feeling! I immediately realized that she was my responsibility. I was so overwhelmed that it didn’t seem real. I felt like I was experiencing an out-of-body thing and went into auto mode, just reacting and paying close attention to what the doctors and nurses were saying.
The minutes before the delivery were also strange. I was waiting in a room by myself with something playing on the TV, but I wasn’t paying attention. I had never been in such a situation before and started getting nervous. I began thinking about things that could go wrong in the delivery room but tried to push those thoughts out of my mind. The brain is very powerful and sometimes we can send the wrong messages to the universe.But there she was - a beautiful little girl! Healthy and beautiful. We were happy and we were three!
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