Ubiquitous

Hello again, it's great to be here. I hope you're doing well.

New challenges are on the horizon for me. I'll be starting a new job next week, and as always, with the beginning of a new job comes a mix of nervousness and expectations.

My previous company was a great place to work. There was plenty of flexibility with schedules, and I was part of a fantastic team. However, as time went on, I began to feel increasingly irrelevant within the team. It seemed like my opinions weren't being heard, or perhaps I wasn't assertive enough in expressing them. This struggle is something I've faced time and time again. I find it challenging to make myself heard in large groups, and I often struggle to convey my ideas and opinions effectively.

As time passed, I felt like I was becoming a shadow - always present, but easily overlooked. Shadows are ubiquitous, yet how often do we truly notice them? When the spotlight isn't shining or when there's no light, shadows fade into the background. It's for this reason that I've made the decision to move on to another opportunity. I'm hopeful that in this new environment, the light will shine once again, and I'll be able to find my voice and make my presence felt.


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